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Thursday, June 04, 2009

I've moved....

http://slbozarth.blogspot.com/


Tuesday, September 09, 2008

"and Samuel said, 'Speak Lord, for your servant is listening.'"

The Lord spoke to Samuel. The story was just beginning.


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Lamentations 3

1 I am a man who has suffered greatly.
      The Lord has used the Babylonians
      to punish our people.
 2 He has driven me away. He has made me walk
      in darkness instead of light.
 3 He has turned his powerful hand against me.

      He has done it again and again, all day long.
 4 He has worn my body out.
      He has broken my bones.
 5 He has surrounded me and attacked me.
      He has made me suffer bitterly.
      He has made things hard for me.
 6 He has made me live in darkness
      like those who are dead and gone.
 7 He has built walls around me. I can't escape.
      He has put heavy chains on me.
 8 I call out and cry for help.
      But he won't listen to me when I pray.

 9 He has put up a stone wall to block my way.
      He has made my paths crooked
.
 10 He has been like a bear waiting to attack me.
      He has been like a lion hiding in the bushes.
 11 He has dragged me off the path.
      He has torn me to pieces.
      And he has left me helpless.
 12 He has gotten his bow ready to use.
      He has shot his arrows at me.
 13 The arrows from his bag
      have gone through my heart.
 14 My people laugh at me all the time.
      They sing and make fun of me all day long.
 15 The Lord has made my life bitter.
      He has made me suffer bitterly.
 16 He made me chew stones that broke my teeth.
      He has walked all over me in the dust.
 17 I have lost all hope of ever having any peace.
      I've forgotten what good times are like.

 18 So I say, "My glory has faded away.
      My hope in the Lord is gone."
 19 I remember how I suffered and wandered.
      I remember how bitter my life was.
 20 I remember it very well.
      My spirit is very sad deep down inside me.
 21 But here is something else I remember.
      And it gives me hope.
 22 The Lord loves us very much.
      So we haven't been completely destroyed.
      His loving concern never fails.
 23 His great love is new every morning.
      Lord, how faithful you are!
 24 I say to myself, "The Lord is everything I will ever need.
      So I will put my hope in him."
 25 The Lord is good to those who put their hope in him.
      He is good to those who look to him.
 26 It is good when people wait quietly
      for the Lord to save them.
 27 It is good for a man to carry a heavy load of suffering
      while he is young.
 28 Let him sit alone and not say anything.
      The Lord has placed that load on him.
 29 Let him bury his face in the dust.
      There might still be hope for him.
 30 Let him turn his cheek toward those who would slap him.
      Let him be filled with shame.
 31 The Lord doesn't turn his back
      on people forever.
 32 He might bring suffering.
      But he will also show loving concern.
      How great his faithful love is!
 33 He doesn't want to bring pain
      or suffering to people.
 34 Every time people crush prisoners under their feet,
      the Lord knows all about it.
 35 When people refuse to give a man his rights,
      the Most High God knows it.
 36 When people don't treat a man fairly,
      the Lord knows it.
 37 Suppose people order something to happen.
      It won't happen unless the Lord has planned it.
 38 Troubles and good things alike come to people
      because the Most High God has commanded them to come.
 39 A man who is still alive shouldn't blame God
      when God punishes him for his sins.
 40 Let's take a good  look at the way we're living.
      Let's return to the Lord.
 41 Let's lift up our hands to God in heaven.
      Let's pray to him with all our hearts.
 42 Let's say, "We have sinned.
      We've refused to obey you.
      And you haven't forgiven us.
 43 "You have covered yourself with the cloud of your anger.
      You have chased us.
      You have killed our people without pity.
 44 You have covered yourself with the cloud of your anger.
      Our prayers can't get through to you.
 45 You have made us become like trash and garbage
      among the nations.
 46 "All of our enemies have opened their mouths wide
      to swallow us up.
 47 We are terrified and trapped.
      We are broken and destroyed."
 48 Streams of tears flow from my eyes.
      That's because my people are destroyed.
 49 Tears will never stop flowing from my eyes.
      My eyes can't get any rest.
 50 I'll sob until the Lord looks down from heaven.
      I'll cry until he notices my tears.
 51 What I see brings pain to my spirit.
      All of the people in my city are suffering so much.
 52 Those who were my enemies for no reason at all
      hunted me down as if I were a bird.
 53 They tried to end my life
      by throwing me into a deep pit.
      They threw stones down at me.
 54 The water rose and covered my head.
      I thought I was going to die.
 55 Lord, I called out to you.
      I called out from the bottom of the pit.
 56 I prayed, "Please don't close your ears
      to my cry for help."
      And you heard my appeal.
 57 You came near when I called out to you.
      You said, "Do not be afraid."

 58 Lord, you stood up for me in court.
      You saved my life and set me free.
 59 Lord, you have seen the wrong things
      people have done to me.
      Stand up for me again!
 60 You have seen how my enemies
      have tried to get even with me.
      You know all about their plans against me.
 61 Lord, you have heard them laugh at me.
      You know all about their plans against me.
 62 You have heard my enemies
      whispering among themselves.
      They speak against me all day long.
 63 Just look at them sitting and standing there!
      They sing and make fun of me.
 64 Lord, pay them back.
      Punish them for what their hands have done.
 65 Cover their minds with a veil.
      Put a curse on them!
 66 Lord, get angry with them and hunt them down.
      Wipe them off the face of the earth


Monday, May 12, 2008

My heart is entertwined in guidanceless tennagers having and raising babies with a detirmination others don't understand, people with out material things, wearing bright colors and speaking colorful Spanish, people dancing with elegance, enjoying the company of  the person across thier arms, of seashells and waves and brilliant sunsets, and bug hugs and smiles and that moment of contentness after a long, painful run, where you feel accomplished and elated and at peace.

In the midst of confusion and pain and dillusionment without our fallen world, there are always moments where everything is right.


Thursday, January 24, 2008

I see all these pictures of our long time friends getting married and having babies, and it looks fake. It looks like we're playing dress up and laughing and not getting ourselves into these huge grown-up commitments. Except that they are ready to be grown ups. And I am not. I still need that final adventure. Except, I'm afraid I'll always need that adventure, no matter how many adventures I have.

This whole paragraph probably didn't make any sense.



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